Moving-in NOT

It was just a simple talk. And we ended-up to a date. "We will move-in on March 6".

My heart was beating so hard. I feel happy. The electricity and water is working since 2 years ago. Now the house is finished. The Kitchen is installed. The heating system and the fireplace is working good. There is internet connection in the house. At last, we will move-in...
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NOT!

Again a very devastating feeling of being depressed. When will it ever ends. Moving-in to our very own house is like wishing to have a star from the sky to fall on my palm. Moving-in is suposedly not impossible. But on our end, the more it is coming to an end, the more it is becoming impossible. I lost the excitement of being in my very own dream house. I lost that feeling of joy. I lost the happiness. If that day will ever come, I DO NOT KNOW. I just feel so negative right now.